Is it so WRONG??????

Is it so wrong to love someone? Is it so wrong to not want to let your loved one go? Is it so wrong to not want to see your loved one suffer alone? Is it so wrong to give a helping hand? Is it so wrong to want to be part of something? Is it so wrong?? All i wanted was for us to be happy.. All i wanted was to help him in his problems.. All i wanted was to not see him suffer alone.. All i wanted was to love him more.. All i wanted was to be noticed than to be faded into the background when we're with his friends.. All i wanted was to help.. All i wanted was for him to share.. All i wanted was to care for him.. All i wanted was love.. Is it so wrong to want those things?? I know that i may be selfish at most but i'm just trying my best to change so that he'd love me more.. I know that thus is not a way to love someone but this is the only way that i know how to love.. Loving someone is not my strong point.. It's actually my weak point.. I fall in love easily and i also break down easily.. You can say that i'm a weak person and that i'm a coward but i can tell you that if i love you means that i will love you forever.. I'm not good with goodbyes and breakups.. I fall easily and i find it real hard to pick myself back up again.. I admit that i am really weak but what am i to do when i already find it hard to turn back in time?? I just really need him to be there right beside me.. I know that he has to settle his family problems but don't just push me away to a corner and never talk to me.. I feel like a total stranger.. I feel like an out cast.. Like a real freak that just follows him around whenever we're out.. He says that it isn't my fault but somehow i feel that it is my fault for him acting this way.. He did warn me bout him turning into a monster that he used to be but i can't just leave him when he actually needs me to be there for him the most.. I can't bear to leave him like this.. I just can't..